Hello?

Hello--how are you
Have you been alright, through all those lonely nights,
Thats what Id say, Id tell you everything,
If youd pick up that telephone.

Hey--how you feelin
Are you still the same
Dont you realize the things we did were all for real not a dream,
I just cant believe
Theyve all faded out of view.

I look into the sky
(the love you need aint gonna see you through.)
And I wonder why
(the little things are finally coming true.)

Chorus
Telephone line, give me some time, Im living in twilight
Telephone line, give me some time, Im living in twilight

O.k. so no--ones answering,
Well cant you just let it ring a little longer
Ill just sit tight, through the shadows of the night
Let it ring for evermore.

It lazy to do this, just slap in some song lyrics in the place of my own words, I know.
But this is a loft. A spare bit of space where I keep things of little consequence without much explanation.

Hello Cara Mia, how are you?
I think you might be my sole reader now. That's ok, it's good to know your audience.

A lot has happened in these last 5 months you've been away.
There's been Love
Death
Break-ups
New Love
A few good parties
Dancing lessons
New friends
City apartments
New Bicycle
More farewells than I can bare to come to terms with all at once.
Orange and brown leaves falling everywhere
Winter stillness
Laughing with tears in my eyes

miss you so much

I'm going to look at a little room in East Brunswick tonight. If I like the room, if the tenants like me and I them then maybe I will live there. I might finally grow up. Hooray!

But I'm going to keep this space here, and continue to document myself for yours and mine own personal pleasure. Just realised I haven't taken a picture on my own camera in ages.

Need more pictures.

Hope your money runs out soon Cara.

I mean that with the best possible intentions of course.